So of course you have bad days! The other day was one. I'm so tired of all this shit and I can't wait to fucking leave. I just need a damn break!!!! I don't know if it's the one meal of day, no carbs but everyone and everything is pisting me off.
For one I live in a nice city with nice people but common sense just isn't something common. My patience has completely dissolved. After running and doing 100 jumping jacks, hella squats etc I come home to no fucking power. Now this morning when I walked downstairs from the 24 floor because the 2 working elevators out of the 3 also wasn't working I didn't complain. Why the hell ALL 3 elevators weren't working when we have 33 floors I will never know. Anyway, I have no power. I go to the power circuit no luck. Go down stairs to the self elected watch man and ask him he immediately says he doesn't understand. So now you can't read or hear my iPhone translate the problem??? Aww okay. This is why they say education is important so you're not outside at 70 years guarding a place in a city where it's .5% violence.
At this point, I'm fuming. I ask someone else and they basically said I didn't pay the bill which I paid over the amount and a deposit. My Chinese friend called the company they didnt even know my power was off!
So I see my neighbor, a male. I've never met but I heard him have sex before. It must been a prostitute cause his house has no furniture. A real Chinese girl doesn't even date you unless you have a house and car. But whatever.... I tell him him I have no power and he's looking like and??!! He's at the door trying to get in his apartment. I tell him to talk to my friend and he says he's doesn't speak English. Hey Guess what?!! I'm not an idiot so why would I give the phone to someone who speaks English when you speak chinese? Better yet couldn't I just talk to you myself? This is what I mean when I say common sense isn't common. Once he realizes his power is off then it becomes a different story. Freaking moron.......
Turns out there was a "fire" when means someone prob burn there pot of noodles and cause a little smoke and they turned the power off in the building. Except for the elevators!!!!!!
I'm just over it.. I love China. I really do but I just need a break like a long one. Everything is irritating me so I know it's me with the problem. I'm tired of people staring at me when there the ones holding a baby with his ass cheeks out. I'm tired of trying on clothes and there not fitting no matter how much weight I lost. I'm tired of people asking me why I'm not married. I'm tired of people offering me advice on stupid shit like I shouldn't take a bath because its too cold. Hey, I rather be sick than dirty. Or what I should or should not eat to loose weight meanwhile no one has a toned tummy and they're eating bread with every meal. Yet, oranges I'm eating is what causing my legs to be bigger. And I really wanna say maybe if you eat some oranges and do some squats with me then you're husband would give you some more than just twice a month!
Now I say all this like I'm not going to be crying when it's time to leave. If I stay anyway for a long period of time I go crazy. I need to go to my happy place: the beach. So I'm going to have an extended stay in Dominican Republic. There I will figure out the next move for myself because I know God didnt send me to China just to teach. I do know I have a special calling for children but that's not what I want to do with my life. I know what I want to do but I'm quiet on it until I figure out a plan for myself.
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